Maybe I'm to Blame

Another day is here
Another day is gone
A long way off from where I thought I′d beI guess I should be happy
I never thought I'd get here
But here I am

Well I′m still standing still (I'm still standing still)
And time's still moving on (I′m still moving on)
I′m 17 years old
I feel I don't belong

How did everything get this way
Maybe I′m to blame
I can't answer to myself
And I have no sense of shame
I feel half dead, all these thoughts in my head
And I don′t want to get out of bed
At the end of the day, nothings right
But I won't give up this fight

I hang my heavy head
And put on darker clothes
I always fake a smile
So no one ever knows
How I feel inside
I want you to know

Well I′m still standing still (I'm still standing still)
And time's still moving on (I′m still moving on)
I′m 27 years old
I feel I don't belong

How did everything get this way
Maybe I′m to blame
I can't answer to myself
And I have no sense of shame
I feel half dead, all these thoughts in my head
And I don′t want to get out of bed
At the end of the day, nothings right
But I won't give up this fight

I′m still standing still (I'm still standing still)
And time's still moving on (I′m still moving on)
I′m 38 years old
Still feel I don't belong

How did everything get this way
Maybe I′m to blame
I can't answer to myself
And I have no sense of shame
STILL feel half dead, all these thoughts in my head
And I don′t want to get out of bed
At the end of the day, everything's alright
And I won′t give up my life