Hit The Wall

i'm a crack in the pavement,
i'm a slip knot..
i'm afraid that my fortress
is a glass box..
i should know what i'm playin',
but i forgot..
felt good for a day, but that stopped..
and i once it saw it clearly,
but it's bloodshot..
and i want you so badly, but i close off..
like i thought we'd get married,
but i guess not..
now you can watch me hit the wall..

hit the wall, i just hit the wall..
i'm not a problem you can solve..
weighing the cost, impossible..
i hit the wall.. i hit the wall..
i try to be violent, but i get caught..
a room full of doctors and an inkblot..
i'm drawn into headlights,
have a blind spot..
pull over and wait for too long..
i wanna be stable, but i do cave..
i use when i'm able, i downgrade..
i barely deserve it if you do stay..
i wish you would anyway..

but i hit thе wall, i just hit the wall..
i'm not a problem you can solve..
weighing the cost, impossible..
i hit the wall.. i hit the wall..
"a case of you" playing in the hallway..
hallucinations that i downplay..
i'm numb 'til i'm aching
for the sharp pain..
watch my blade ricochet.. (time..)
funny, ain't it?
flashbacks of my life..
what a waste of, what a shame at night..
face to face with every girl
that i.. tried.. to play.. mm
well, sooner or later, you'll find out..
i live in a pattern of breakdowns..
you'll bend to my silence, it's so loud..
and then you'll lose me to the crowd..

hit the wall, i just hit the wall (i)
i'm not a problem you can solve (i)
hit the wall, i just (i..)
i just, now..