Heaven Unseen, Hell Unknown

I know it's You handing it right now.
I wish it's You.
Is there still some light in my very eye.
I wish it's true.
This hell I built is the hell I built on my own.
It's a lie.
The Spirit finds me alone in my darkroom.
Please take me take me home.
Please don't touch all the precious things I've made I've made in my mind.
Heaven unseen hell unknown.
Heaven unseen hell unknown.
Heaven unseen hell unknown.
Please never bring please never bring please never bring me to my senses.