Falling Apart

I slipped away
Further from you
Trying to find what is real
You're somebody else
That I never knew
And someone that I can't feel
I shove it away
I keep it in me
Is this what it takes
To keep me alive
You take me
You break me
You see I'm falling apart
Complicate me
Forsake me
You push me out so far
There's no more feeling
I slipped away
Closer to me
The only thing that is real
I'm falling behind
But now I can see
your absence helps me heal
I push you away
I keep you from me
Is this waht it takes
To keep me alive